My problem is I Think 2 Much!

Its Sunday and i'm tired!Feeling a bit tired.

Today i woke up at 11.00 and my mum was screaming her heads off at me for waking up so late!

Then i woke up, swept the house, mopped the house, washed my bathroom and changed the bedsheets in my room. Finally went to take a bath at 3.30.

It was such a raining day today. Kept raining from about 3+ to 7+.

I went to Lot 1 to take my passport size photo for the interview tomorrow.I think this is the first time,i look good in a passport size photo after the one taken during my kindergarten days. Looked for that 'Thirteen ghosts' VCD and i couldn't get it. Feel like watchin that movie but i can't seem to get the vcd.

I don't know what to do about my career. I want a good-paying job. I'm earning peanuts now! I like the childcare job and if i am offered the job, i don't mind taking it but provided the job pays me more than what i am earning now.

But my papa doesn't want me to leave my current job. He's says it is a govt job so why leave it!He doesn't understand the shit that goes on in the civil service.

Life really sucks! I don't know what to say la. I hope that i get this childcare job. Nothing beats working with kids. But the pay better be good,if not i'm forgetting about the job.


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Well, here are the updates,

Friday wasn't a very great morning. Wanted to take leave (as usual) but dragged my self to work. Then saw this ad for Trainee Teachers at Learning Vision International(childcare) and sent an e-mail apply for it. Then the rest of the day went away slowly.

Then in the afternoon, the woman from the childcare called me and told me to come down for an interview on Sat and i told her i can't so it is scheduled for Monday.

There wasn't any class so i had dinner at KFC and went back and watched 'The Accused' on Channel i. Ok movie, something from the 80s starring Jodie Foster.

Saturday wasn't that great either.Again tot of taking leave. Damn my work sucks! Elsie was there. And it was busy at the Service Centre since it was JAE registration today.

Then i told Elsie that i wanted to take leave on Monday morning and she told me that she'll let me have it provided i can finish my morning stuff for Monday on Sat. She also told me to avoid these kind of last-minute leave. To her this is considered last-minute, when i was under Jumari(my first boss) and Delphi(my second boss), i just had to inform them the day before. For Elsie, she wants to book your leave with her at least a month in advance for her to consider. I hate working here!!

So i did stay till 1.30 to finish up everything(i finish work at 12.15!!!)and then went back.

Helped mum with some stuff and then slept and then went for dinner. Came back and chatted with my uncle who had come back with us after dinner. Then watched MIB 2 on HBO.(i love cable!!!).

Got news from Pam (the gal in charge of tat pageant)that the pageant is postponed. Good!

I don't feel sleep yet you know. I think i'll laze ard on the bed and then slowly doze off.

I forgot what i ate on Friday-been having a sore throat since then. Throat feels so funny!!!

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Today was not such a bad day. A bit free and a bit busy! All this relazing will be over tomorrow when Felicia comes back. Elsie will be back on Sat. Sian!

Nothing much happened today. Just that i got a call from one of the agencies that i applied for jobs. She told me that is a Admin job at HP but it is contract for 1 year. I told that i'll take it anyway and so must go for interview and see how. I wanna get a higher paying job. But i want a permanent job and not contract-based. No security this way.

See how it goes. Ok, me wanna study! Gotta buck up. Me gettin lazier day by day!
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Today was such a nice day! Elsie was not around, Felicia was not around i spent the whole skiving on the job! Hehehehehe!! No la, i did do my important duties.

Today i was relaxing a bit at last after a long time. And i also surfed the net and applied for more jobs at various companies. Too many that i can't even remember.

Then i went for the rehearsal for the beauty pageant at Raagawood(its a Indian pub at Clarke Quay). Its the quarter-finals on Monday and i am thinking what to wear for the contest. There are two rounds, traditional and hip-hop.

I had quite a hard time catching up with the steps. There were 2 other girls with me, one was quite stuck-up and the other was quite friendly. There is another practice this Saturday. I wonder if i will win. With a face like this, a bit difficult.

Ok, me gonna sleep. I think i might be able to relax again tomorrow. But must finish some important things first.
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Today i'm on leave. Took leave to fetch my mum from the airport but my cousin brother offered to pick them up so i stayed at home and waited for her.

Then she came and so did my Uncle Appu. He bought lunch and my mum told us abt her experience in India. She had quite a bad one compared to her trip in Nov last year when she went for her cousin's housewarming.

Then she bought some clothes and also some sarees and i grabbed the ones that i liked. Mum's selling the rest to her colleagues.

Then i watched Smallville and then sat the pc searching for some jobs. Thinking of working in Australia but i must first look for a job. So many thoughts are running wild in my head. Thinking whether to stay on in MOE or move out.

You know its going to be 1 am and i am still not sleepy.Wonder why?

Oh well, i gotta go to work tomorrow. So sian!! Life sucks!!

Should i stay on in MOE or should i move out? If i wanna move, where should i go to? I don't know whether to should try apply to be a Kindergarten teacher or not but the pay will be quite low or the same. But i also want a better paying job. Anyway i applied for few jobs at the few job websites and i hope that i get one.

Sian! :(
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What a day today!! Monday blues got on me and i almost wanted to take leave again but forced myself to go to work today.

Then found out that Elsie won't be around this whole week-she's on course!! Was quite happy about that but got some bad news to spoil the day. A customer who called my line complained about me saying that i refused to transfer him to the Customer Service Hotline and that i was rude and my attitude was bad. I am not a Customer Service Executive and i don't answer enquiries and he called my line and i told him to call the hotline and he thinks its rude, fuck him la!!

Now when Elsie comes back on Saturday i need to give her a explanation and he will start a long lecture about that. Oh great!

Another piece of bad news: My QA manager, Clement is leaving and his last day is on the 10th. He is a very nice guy. Very funny and always cracking jokes. I'm really gonna miss him. I know this is stupid but i feel like crying. Its going to be so boring after he leaves. He's always there to make my day and make me laugh.

I almost felt like quitting this job, i still so. But i don't wanna leave the civil service but it is not that great staying there either.If i quit, i guess i will most probably find a job as a kindergarten teacher since my passion is for teaching. I am so confused!! Really cracking my brains on whether i should quit or not.


At home, my cousin sister, Letchumi came over and we talked for a while about so many things. Then she just left with her husband.

Ok, me gonna watch TV and relax my brain a bit and sleep!
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I feel like a zombie now due to not enough sleep!

Well, yesterday went for a function at Tampines. It was my one of cousin's puberty ceremony and it was so far away and so i decided to wear punjabi since i was taking the bus. Wearing a saree will be troublesome. But when i went there, i saw that most of the girls my age were decked in sarees and full of jewellery! And most of them were with their fiances. I guess there will be a few engagements this year.

Then came back, touch up a bit and then went clubbing at VIP with Aminah and i came back only at 5.30.

Then my father woke me up at 8.30 to mop the house and i have not slept till now!

VIP was ok. Very packed though! Suffered a few hits here and there since we were almost like sardines in the dance floor. Then saw one of my old friends who was working there-Siva. We used to dance together. Actually i had seen them there the past two times i went there but i did not talk to him. This time i did la since he was standing nearby. He's working as the Supervisor. Still looks good!Had a bit of the Gin-Lime but then got headache after drinking tat so i drank a Coke.

Then Parthi came at abt 3+ and we danced together for a while.Danced with his friend also for some stupid techno music. I hate it when the DJ starts playing techno music. He always plays about 2/3 techno songs towards closing time. He's a nice guy, a nice friend. Fun to be with.I also think that he treats me as a nice friend. That's good coz i treat him the same way.

For today, i mopped the house, then washed the clothes, hung them out, washed my bathroom and then studied a bit.Only for a while coz i could not concentrate. Then chatted for a while with Clara and her sister, Angeline or Angie in MSN. I guess she will be getting married most probably end of this year or next year. I'm happy that she is getting married. Finally she found someone. Unlike me! Than chatted with Hasha for a while. She broke up with Rav-so sad. Welcome to the singles club Hasha!!! Poor girl! Then we also talked about Vanitha and Navin. I have this bad feeling about this guy that i do not know what to say. But i don't wanna tell Vanitha anything. Something doesn't seem right...

Ok, gonna sleep! Cannot tahan already!


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Guess what i didn't go to work again today. Hahahaha! Felt lazy in the morning.

Then i went to Orchard with Osman-he was on off. We just had lunch and window shopped for a while. I saw this big Cookie Monster doll for $39.90. I felt like buying it. Then i decided that i'll buy it next week or when i get my pay.

Then went for class and learned more Algebra. So many home work and so many things to learn. Giving me a lot of headache.

Yesterday my brother got into a fight at school and i had to go and fetch him from school. Sickening!!!

He's always getting into problems and he's gettin on my nerves. Scolded him and also beat him a bit. Told him that is he gives me problems again, i'll stop him from studying.

ok, me gonna sleep. Very tired!
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What A Day??

I was so busy today!! My stupid pc had to hang so many times and the best part was one of my important files was corrupted and i had to re-type it! It took about 3- 4 hours to complete that!!!

I even had to lunch in!!!

After that the day passed quite quickly.

Guess what i got a new phone today. I bought a Samsung X430 today with my own money. This is my first-hand phone that i bought with my own. The 8855 was a second-hand phone from my papa and the 7250 was my mummy's.

The phone's great but very loud and since i am so used to Nokia, i am taking some time to get adjusted to this phone. Will be ok after some time. Anyway i'll be trading in this phone once the Nokia 7200 is out in the market. Hehehehe!

Ok, me gonna explore more of my phone and then sleep!!


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Guess what-today i didn't got to work!!! I woke up at 6 and wondered whether i should go to work and decided not to. Msged my team leader and took urgent leave. Hahahahaha!!!!

Then i slept and slept and slept and woke up at 11.30 am. Then went to shop to buy some groceries, came back and i cooked fish curry today. It wasn't that wonderful but it still tasted ok.Then followed my brother to cut his hair. I saw this shop that was having facial at a discount price and i decided to sign up for it. It has been some time since i went for a facial. I'll be going for it on Saturday. I think i need to start going for facial once every 3 months. My face is gettin from bad to worst. Then i went to LOT 1 for a while to get some stuff like hair clips and nail polish.

To tell the truth, i didn't anything much today. Just idled around. I can only have this until my mum comes back. Once she's back, i have to be on the ball and go to work. Enjoy till i can!

Today i watched my darlin on tv-Tom Welling!!! Smallville season 3 started today and i watched. Its my favourite show. Superman!!!! Now my Tuesdays won't be so boring anymore.

I'm feeling sleepy. I know i have to study but i'm feeling sleepy and i wanna sleep.

Zzzzz!!


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Today i am very sad! Kind of feel lousy actually

Actually i went to work with a ok mood. Went early to help Felicia wit some stuff. Then spent the whole day doing some filing. Then during lunch when Clara was talking about her wedding which is most probably next year, it started.

I started having this lousy feeling about myself. Most of my friends now are attached and its like i feel very lousy about myself. Most of my friends are married and are getting married and i'm here at 22 without a bf even though my ex is still hovering around me.

I don't wanna give him a change again. I don't wanna go through the same shit that i went through before. Its like hell!!!!!Worst than that! My parents still won't agree to him but he doesn't want to understand. How can i make him understand? He's a nice guy but i'm not the gal for him but he loves me a lot. What can i do? Cried a lot today thinking about the plight i am at now. It sucks!! My life sucks big time!! That's all i can say!!

Well, i gotta go study. Haven't been studying for some time already. Gonna work hard if i wanna pass my Maths!
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Well, this morning went to my aunt's place and spent the whole afternoon there.

There my uncle and my cousin bro were discussing about driving and my uncle kept stressing me to take my license. I need to slowly. Maybe next week i'll re-apply for my BTT and see how it goes. Need to save money at the same time.

Came back and helped my papa to mop the house and spent the rest of the evening watching tv and washing the dishes.

I haven't study for some time so i think i better study tomorrow. Need to sleep early as i need to go to work early tomorrow. So sickening!
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Its Valentine's Day! (so what no big deal!)

This morning, i almost wanted to take MC but decided to go to work since i need to help Felicia submit some things.That BITCH-Elsie was sitting at the pc behind me. Blady bitch, guess she wants to see what i'm doing on the pre-text of her pc being down.Bitch!!

Then i went to my brother's school coz they had a meet the parents session and i had to go since my papa cldn't take leave.Almost fell asleep sitting down while the principal was talking. Then had a talk with most of my brother's subject teachers. A lot of complain about him.

Then came back and told my papa abt it and he reprimanded my brother.

Then went to Orchard to meet Clara and her boy-boy for dinner at KFC.

I'm surprised at myself.I'm not so depressed as i tot i would be.Seeing couples with flowers and gifts kind of made me feel a bit sad but not so depressed. That's a good thing.

Ok, GOOD NITE!!


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Today was really a bad day! Not due to the fact that it is Friday the 13th, just that the stuff at my office got on my nerves!

Things were in a big mess when i went and boy the office changed a bit in just 3 days!!! Then got a good thrashing from Elsie on something i didn't do and almost wanted to bite her. But i had to take it in my stride! No choice what! I really cannot continue working there la. I really hope that i either get a transfer or get my teaching application approved. I really cannot survive at my dept. I really dread going to work everyday. Makes me very sick thinking about it!

I really feel like taking half-day everyday the whole of next week on the pre-text of taking care of my brother.I'll discuss with my father first and see what he says or i'll decide myself after some pondering.

Then went for class. I feel very tired. Having a very bad dry cough and sore throat.

I really feel very lousy! I think i'm gonna sleep-at least i'll forget my worries when i sleep!

Life is gettin more and more sucky!!! In short-LIFE SUCKS!!!

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Today was on MC again!!! Yipee!!

But today, i didn't stay at home. Went to see the doc in the morning and then watched the repeat telecast of the new season of Charmed on Star World. My fav who is Phoebe has a new hair style and i miss Cole. I found him so cool. Guess i like all the bad guys! Hehehe!

Then went to Orchard with Aminah. We both went shopping and bought the same kind of skirt. Then we also bought some other stuff. Just looked around and window-shopped a lot. There were so many nice clothes but then they were not the type if wear or they looked too revealing or too awkward on me. Thanks to the big breasts i have!! So sickening!

Then came back in the evening, had dinner (just a burger and some fries).Was chatting with Clara, her sister and her boyfriend on a conference call and was laughing our hearts out!! Hehehehehehe!!! Its so nice to see Clara in love and that she got a nice guy. Its nice to see most of my friends are attached even though it feels quite lonely. I think depression is gettin up on me.V-day is getting near and i feel like shit!!Seeing all those flowers and gifts make me wish i had a boyfriend even though my ex is still clinging on.When is he gonna leave me alone! He's still around even though i have already been through relationships but then he didn't know abt them-tell him for what! Asshole, idiot!! Men are all the same-assholes!!!!!

Man, it sucks at the thought of going to work tomorrow. I hate work!!!No choice!!! I think i'll go to work early and finish some things. Boy i have a long day tomorrow. Still got class tomorrow. I think i wanna wear my new skirt to work tomorrow!! Hehehehehe!!

Today i heard two songs that got me depressed-Cry Me a River and Me, Myself and I. Feel like crying every time i hear these songs!!!

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I found out that staying at home a whole day with nothing to do can be really very very boring!!!

There was nothing to watch on tv in the afternoon. I didn't want to nap as i thought that if i sleep in the afternoon, i might not be able to sleep at nite. So i skipped the nap and did other stuff like fold the clothes, wash the dishes, marinate the fishes and some stuff. Man, today was really a very boring day!

Actually i wanted to get a tatoo today. Then i called my cousin and she didn't pick up and i msged her and she didn't reply. So i just stayed at home and watched all my favourite cartoons-Spongebob Squarepants,The Powerpuff Girls and The Wild Thornberries and more!!

My friend Aminah called me up and told me that she wanted to take MC tomorrow and asked me if i wanna go clubbing tonite and i rejected her. I don't go clubbing on a weekday and my papa might kill me if i g too often. Then i felt naughty and decided to extend my MC for tomorrow. It really sucks big time working at my department. My boss sucks and so do the others. Really hate going to work. I can't find another job since i wanna try teaching but i have decided that i am gonna try for the Tamil or Home Econs teaching scheme when the application starts after the release of the 'O' level results.

Life really sucks working over there. I hope that i either get the teaching job or get the transfer. Works killing me!!!!

So Aminah and i plan to go Orchard tomorrow and go shopping since tomorrow is pay-day. Hehehehehe, so naughty!!!I'm thinking of getting a tatoo but i don't know if i should. I know that its gonna be very painful. But i really wanna do it! I think its cool. I'm not getting a tatoo to show that i am gangster, just getting a tatoo coz i like it. I wanna get it on my lower back. I think i'll make up my mind when i am in Orchard tomorrow.

I think depression is getting on me since V-Day is just around the corner. For all those reading this, i'm sorry for being such a sour grape but this is just what i think!!! Sorry about that!! If you are in love, wish you all the best!! For all those who have lost in love, never trust any man easily, save the heartbreak but if the man is really sincere-love him till the end!!!!
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Guess what i am on MC today!!!!

Well, i felt very feverish yesterday night and when Parthi called me, he said i sounded really bad. And this morning, i could not get out of my bed so i decided that i gotta see a doc. Msged Lily(my team leader) and Felicia that i gonna see the doc. Went to see the doc and got 2 days mc. Woohoo!!!

Well, was too sick to cook anything so i asked Osman to help me buy lunch since he's staying in the next avenue.He bought me Mee Goreng on his way to work. I know i shouldn't have asked him for help but what the heck, he's stayin nearby and he's willing to help.

Then watched tv the whole day.And slept in the afternoon a bit. I just found out that they play'The Rugrats' thrice a day on Nickelodeon. Great discovery huh!!! Hahaha-so stupid!

Ya, hear this. Called Clara during her lunch and she passed the phone to Felicia who wanted to talk to me.She told me that Eng Hong(my senior manager) scolded her this morning.

Well, it goes like this: Eng Hong e-mailed me some attachments to print out for him for his meeting today. Then he told that i can print on double-sided. So before i left the office on Monday, i printed out the attachements and put them in a paper file and placed it on my table. Then this morning when he asked for the file from Felicia,she gave it to him and he asked her if this is all,she said that she didn't know.And he said,"Kethrine said that she'll pass the file to me and how can she take mc. What kind of Admin support do we have?" So stupid asshole!!!!! To hell with him!!!

Guess what-my darling is gonna come on tv soon!!!!! You wanna know who-Tom Welling!!!!Superman!!!! His show is starting on the 17th. Yipee!! This was what i was waiting for! My Tuesdays won't be boring anymore!! I simply love that hunk!!! He's the man!!!About the grammys, i'm so happy that Beyonce was the overall winner. Love that babe!! Also glad that Justin got an award for the song,"Cry me a River"

Well, Parthi called me again in the evening. Asked about my sick,told me to take care and take my medicine (Men!!) and told me not to sleep as he will call me later once he goes to camp from his nights-off. Since i have already slept in the afternoon. guess i'll wait up for him.

Ok, me gonna watch some tv!!!


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I'm feelin a bit feverish! Think me gonna come down with the flu! Seems like it coz my younger bro is down with flu.

Work was as usual-MURDER!!! Couldn't do much as i felt quite feverish and i made me weak. My thighs and legs are very painful from all that dancing on saturday.

Then went to have dinner with my bro at Lot 1 Mac since i had the coupons. Then came back and chatted on the phone with that new guy i knew for a while. Details about him:

-His name is Parthiban (Parthi)
-Aged 23
-Currently doing this NS in the army
-Stays in Woodlands
-Has two brother, one elder and one younger.
-Single and available
-He has a CAR!! A small Nissan. (he told me this-haven't really seen it yet)

He seems like an ok guy..Then we talked about stuff and when i told him about my maths, he offered me tuition-so buaya!! Men, so predictable!!!!!!

Then i studies and did my homework- i really don't understand anything, i really extra tuition and a lot of concentration!!! Boy this is so tough.

Ok, me feeling very feverish. I think i better go and sleep-gotta slog tomorrow!

This keeps ringing in my head-"told me you love me, why did you leave me all alone....cry me a river, cry me a river!!" Great track-wanna watch the grammys but i am just to sick to see it.

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Good Morning! Its Monday and the blues are here!!

Had such a difficult time waking up today. Almost wanted to take leave.

Well, I HAD A GREAT WEEKEND!!! Here are the details:

1)Saturday was my off day and i went to the market in the morning, cooked prawn sambal and it tasted great, just that wasn't spicy enough. Then cleaned the house a bit and that was it, spent the rest of the day studying and watching tv. Then went to VIP (Indian pub) with my friend Aminah. Freaked out there and came back home at 5.45 am. Just in time before my father went to work. And i also got to know a cute guy at the club. We exchanged numbers. Cute guy!! Hehehehe!

2) Sunday was not so bad either. Woke up and did nothing. Went to watch Torque at West Mall, coz my friend forced me to watch the movie so i bought my younger brother along. Came back and watched more tv. Went to sleep early since i didn't have enough sleep.

Well,my legs are aching today thanks to all that dancing on Saturday. Great fun!! But i really feel a bit off today. Haven't really woke up yet!! Hehehehe!!

Anyway heard my fav songs on the radio this morning-Hey Mama by the Black-eye Peas, Baby Boy by Beyonce and Sean Paul and my favourite Cry Me A River by Justin Timberlake

"You were my sun, you were my earth. You didn't know the ways i loved you, no.....told me you love me, why did you leave all alone.....cry me a river, cry me a river, cry me a river.."

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Yipee! Its Friday and tomorrow is my off day!!!!! Yipee!! Hooray!!

Well, today was a ok day, just that spent the entire trying to do a chart for Felicia. Really got my head cracking!!!

Then went to school-today was my first day and we learnt ALGEBRA. Was a bit tough at first then got the hang of it. A lot of Malay girls in my class. Didn't speak to them but just spoke to the other two new girls and also to the guy who was sitting beside me when we were asked to do exercises. So far, so good! Must study harder and really practice a lot.

Wel, me feeling a bit down today. Was travelling in the bus and then they played the Beyonce song-Me, Myself and I. I like the lyrics in that song:

Me, Myself and I,

i cried a thousand times.

i'm gonna be my own best friend,

i know i'm not gonna disappoint myself

These are the lyrics that appeal to me most, then i almost cried in the bus. I guess i'm being to feel a bit low and down since V-Day is around and the thought that i am going to be alone on that day makes me feel one kind.

What can i say about life? Well,. i decided that i'll spent V-day and watch VCDs of my favourite Tamil hunks actors. I know that will surely cheer me up! Hehehehehehe!!

Ok, me gonna sleep-yipee tomorrow is my off day!!!

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I am so tired!!!! Very tired!!!! But i am not sleepy!!! How like that!!!

Ok, today wore a bright green and yellow punjabi suit to work since i was going for Thaipusam after work and everyone started calling me a lemon tree!!! I guess i looked really bright today. Hehehe!!

Work was murder as usual. Sickening!! Told Elsie that i cannot make it on Saturday and she said that she'll let my SM know. Bitch-threatening me is it but anyway i told her sternly and i also have a valid reason. I am not going and tat's final!!

Then went to Thaipusam after work. Saw a lot of my old friends like secondary school friends, ITE friends, and also relatives and family friends. Feel so tired walking around. Went with my cousin and my younger brother. Then we were very hungry and we almost had feast just now. We each had 2 puris, 1 idly and we also finished the remaining rice on my plate and it was quite a lot. Oh boy!! Really ate like a pig today!! Hehehehehehehe!!

ok, i'm dead tired and i think i will try to sleep. I think if i close my eyes for long enough, i'll doze off. They are also playing smooth love songs on the tamil radio channel and so i'll sleep soon.
Good Night!!

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Today was such a busy day!

Very very busy! And what was i busy with? Re-decorating one of the noticeboards at our office coz one of the new Directors is coming for a visit tomorrow. I don't why but am i fated to decorate notice boards all my life!!! I did it when i was in Primary school, secondary school, ite and now even at my office!!! This is sickening!!! And i am also always in the organising committee for the events-sickening man!!!

Anyway, my mum left for India tis morning. That leaves me to look after the family. I decided to cook this time. Wanna improve my cooking skills! Hope my family can eat my cooking!! Hehehe!!

This saturday is my dept's yearly CSC Teambuilding day. Its a half-day event after work. Its my off day on Sat and i told Elsie that i will not be able to come as i have to take care of my brother. She told me that i can bring my brother over there. This is stupid. I don't wanna go as i know it is going to be boring and stupid. Its also my off day. I had planned so many things for that day-wanna go marketing in the morning, then mop the house, wash bathrooms and then clean the kitchen cabinets a bit.Then wanna go clubbing in the evening! She had to spoil it!!! Bitch!!! Anyway i'm not going means i'm not going.I'm gonna tell her tomorrow that my papa wants me to be at home with my brother.Let's see what she can do!!! Hahahahahaha!!!(BITCH)

Ok, i'm very tired-really very very tired!! Did too many things today, until my arms are painful!
Sian!

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Its a Tuesday but it seemed like Monday-maybe because i went to work with a very lousy mood!! Hehehehe!!

Today Elsie told me that she had already given my transfer application to Eng Hong-my Senior Manager.Hopes it gets approved. I think there was some problems at my place when i was not around coz some of the faces were like shit! Gave you the kind of look that made you wanna punch them. Hehehehe!!

Hey, my fish is not dead yet!! Hahahaha!! I'm such a bad pet-keeper!! Never take care of my pet properly!! Hehehehe!!!

There's nothing much mentioning today. Just that i spent studying more deeply into the first chapter of Maths and i was really confused. When one of my guy friends, Ragu called me, i asked him for help. He told me that he'll ask around for someone to help me and give tuition to me. Then i also called up Clara and asked her to help me out with the Maths. I really need all the help that i can get. I forgot almost 3/4 of what i studied!! This is very bad! I wonder what i am going to learn on Friday at school.

What a big headache!!! Whatever!!!!

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Its the end of the holidays!!!

Gotta to go to work tomorrow!! Sian ah!!! I don't want to go to work!! I want to stay at home!!! Ok ok, its part of life!! Gotta suffer there!!Never mind!

Yesterday, i highlighted my hair again To reddish copper. Looks great on me. Went to the shop near my old place at Jurong with Vanitha. Spent abt $75.Then went to my friend's wedding dinner at Ritz Carlton. A lot of ang-mohs around. Cute-looking ones!! Hehehe!! Well, my friend looks great with her husband. And there was also a concert by Kumar and his drag queens. He was great. He's good even though he's not straight. Great comedian!!The other dancers with him who were also drag queens were also great!!!

Today wasn't a very bad day. Went out with my friend, Katijah whose birthday was yesterday. Bought her a strawberry shower gel and moisturing cream at Body Shop. Hopes she likes it! I like the smell. Maybe i should get some myself.We went to Jurong Point and ate Swensen's. U know what they take pictures for you at Swensen's!! .I didn't know that till today. The 3 of us took pictures and requested them as neoprints. It looked great! Then we played pool at Lot 1. I'm getting good at this game. I think i should play more. Been a long time since i went bowling. Should go one day.

I like my new hair colour. Looks great on me. Yippies!!! But my hair looks dry. That's the drawback. I think i should put more oil to make it look better.

Vanitha came over just now and she kinda of taught some stuff about significant figures-the maths topic i was stuck at the other day. Well, i think i can start studying soon. Must start tomorrow.

Sian!!!

This pic was taken at the Ritz Carlton ladies!

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