My problem is I Think 2 Much!

I just love it when there's always a long weekend......it means time for Kethrine to go into hibernation..in other words....time for me to sleep and eat like a pig....

Sometime don't I sound like an asshole....all I ever do on weekends is just eat and sleep and watch TV. I don't go out anywhere except to my aunt's place...(Hey, tat's where I'm heading to tomorrow!).....basically because I'm just too lazy and another thing is I don't know where to go to.....funny me saying this....I haven't even seen half of Singapore....

My cousin's engagement was good today. Lucky I didn't wear a saree. The place was just too cramp to move about. But they started late and ended late and dinner was served late...Overall, I didn't eat well..... :( And the oldies also started la..."When's yours?"......Stupid people!

U know what-I finally watched 'Smallville' yesterday night. The new season debuted I think 2 or 3 weeks ago and I just watched it...Damn....no more appointments on Friday nights! My 8.30 to 9.30 slots are reserved for Tom Welling!!! I love that guy!!! (I'm drooling!)

I'm gonna sleep now. The movie on Vasantham Central sucks...(I rather dream about Tom Welling than watch a dumb flick from Vijay.....sorry Vijay fans.....)

Blastin thru the speakas: Superman by Five For Fighting
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I have nothing much to blog and so I decided to post something about my birthday-28.09.1982

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month, you are number 1.

Number 1:
You are smart, frank, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, friendly, and authoritative.

You like to be First on position. Often independent, will never be under others-very self confident people!

You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get married when you mature. You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous issues!! Because of your smart behavior, you will be hated by some people too. Your family life is very cool; you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children.

You are Pioneer, Independent & Original.

Your best match is 4, 6, 8 good match is 3, 5, 7.

SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive.
Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.....

Blastin thru the speakas: Lonely by Akon
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Baby Shariff

See the little fellow....isn't he so adorable? He looks so fragile and awww....He's the new addition to Nina's family....Nina's my tuition kid....he's a premature baby...he looks so tiny and cute...I was so scared to even hold him.....

He's No.5....no,I don't mean 'family member no.5' but 'kid no.5'.....yes! He's the fifth kid in the family....wow....I really admire Reza the mother...already she has 2 girls and 2 bratty boys to chase around the house and now she has another one...oh my...I wish her good luck!

Anyway there's gonna be a new addition to my family soon too! No, I'm not pregnant....My cousin sis-in-law is!!! 3 months already...I'm going to be an auntie 3rd time round!!! Isn't that great!!! Yippee!!! But I don't know whether its going to be a 'penis' or a 'vagina'....have to wait and see...me anything also can la, just give me the baby!!! :)

Blastin thru the speakas: Disco Inferno by 50 Cent
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Remember in my last entry, I said that I wanted to bum during the weekend.....I did...on Saturday, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday too!!! Hahahahaha!! Super shiok rite! 4 days of doing nothing but just sleeping and watching TV!!

I took MC on Monday and Tuesday, thanks to a throat infection and I got all the sleep and rest I wanted...actually I think I got more...hehehehe!! Watched VCDs like nobody's business...hehehe..I watched 3 new Tamil movies and 3 new English movies....and I was sooo lazy to come to work today.....oh my....How I wish I could be like this everyday of my life....sleeping and sleeping and sleeping......zzzzzz......I think I can name myself 'Sleeping Beauty'...hehehehe!

Anyway, I had a really good rest, I should say....I think I won't feel be thinking of taking MC or urgent leave when I wake up in the morning for the time being.... :)

Looking at all the comments in the previous blog, wow....I guess a lot of us don't really feel like settling down now.....its just too much pressure rite....but then marriage isn't all bad...there are some good points but then....not at 23, freedom gone siah.....

Hey, here's Kumar's new bike. I call it 'Elephant'. Its so huge! Both of us look tiny it....hehehe....but its cool!! You should see us on the road....we grab everyone's attention!!!


'The Elephant'

My first ride on this bike was not good : I couldn't sit properly on it, kept sliding down, almost fell off the bike and the best part, I accidentally stepped on the exhaust pipe which is so near to the philion's foot rest and now it hurts like hell!!!!! Waaaah!!!

Blastin thru the speakas: Tilt Your Head Back by Nelly ft Christina Aguilera
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I just don't get it! Why am I always sick on Friday!! Last Friday I was feelin feverish! And today I'm having a sore throat....shitty man!!!!

I have a meeting to attend in 30 minutes. Also have a Focus Group Discussion with parents, later in the evening! So many things and my health sucks!

Oh great! This week has been so busy for me, I haven't yet the time for myself. I think I'll bum this weekend-Do nothing but just eat and play my Sims. Let's see if this happens-hopefully....

My mum has received an invitation to attend the 'Nichiyathartham' of one of my cousins. Its something like a confirmation ceremony where the parents of the bride and the groom meet and exchange platters filled with 'I don't know whats'.

I'm beginning to hate it when we receive these kind of invitations....wedding invitations, engagement invitations etc....esp when they are regarding my cousins......Basically becoz my mum will start her nonsense of "When are you getting married?"......"When is Kumar's parents coming down?"......."See your cousin getting married already!"

I just can't stand it!!! My cousin is 27/28...its time for her to get married!! But I'm still young-23....give me some more time la...please, for crying out loud!!!!!! I still wanna enjoy my singlehood ok! I'm just not in the mood to settle down now. I know i'll never get back this carefree life once I'm married! Cooking.....cleaning.....fights.....kids.....Aargghhh!

Actually I'm fine with an engagement for now.....but someone has to knock that into my boyfriend's head!!! He's been pocrastinating on that.....I just hate being stuck between!!!!

Ok, I think I've let too much out.....I better get my stuff ready for the meeting....

Blastin thru the speakas: Can't Get U Out of My Head by Kylie Monigue
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My earlier post was very depressing right...I sound like I'm gonna cry rite....just forget it.....I wanted to delete it but there was this comment by Ambi that was too nice to erase...'Thanks Ambi!'.....

I'm depressed but whatever I'm not gonna let that get into the way of my perkyness....Anyway let's talk about other stuff...

Saturday was Indra auntie's surprise 55th birthday party at Changi Chalet. Her daughter had planned it all. Indra Auntie got a shock of her life when we all sprung up from no where when she stepped into the chalet. And she got mushy and teary seeing everyone there....and after she cut the cake, Uncle Singaram, her husband planted a big kiss on her cheeks....Oh how sweet!!!

*Grandparents in Love!!*~so nice!

I wanted to take pics of Moneeskha but our friend was crying her lungs out the moment she saw such a big crowd and only kept quiet when drinking her milk and after that it was the blarring radio again...Sometimes kids can get on your nerves, no matter how cute they are....there were just too many kids at the chalet running around and playing and making so much noise. Boy, they were so irritating....Then I tot of taking pics of Nivea and Niven boy (Nimi's kids) but the dumb lighting at the chalet was bad. So in the end, I didn't take any pics at all.

I had to work late on Tuesday...till 10.30 pm coz we had this discussion with parents on their views on the current Primary One registration process and what are their opinions on it going online.......the parents has so much to talk....on and on they went...Parents just want so many things!

There was no lighting and air-con extension request and so when I went back to the office at 10.30pm alone, the office was very dark except for the light from the 'EXIT' signs and some desktop lamps that were on . Serene and Feng Yi were busy packing the left-over food at the studio and I just wanted to go home so i went back to the office first. I was putting my stuff into my bag when someone's alarm clock went off. I freaked out and quickly dashed out of the office. Blady scary la!! All of a sudden, you hear someone's phone ringing...for a moment I told it was the phone but then I remembered that one of them has a clock on their table.....Scary!!

Kumar has got a new bike. Its huge! Very huge! Its a 1100cc bike in silver! Looks pretty cool! We went to the temple yesterday to do some 'Vagana Pooja' (Vehicle prayers)....Funny rite...only Indians have this kind of funny things la......I was almost close to laughing but I just kept quiet la. I'll post a picture when I take one. I just don't know why....Men with bikes are my cup of tea.... hehehehehe!

I'm gonna be down with flu soon....Shit!!

Blastin thru the speakas: Lady Marmalade by Lil Kim, Mya, Christina Agilera, Pink ft Missy Elliot
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I don't feel good...

Number 1-I had a late night, left the office pretty late after some discussion.
Number 2-I'm so sick of everyone and everything...family and BF.

I realise that after going to SPSBr, work has never been an issue for me. Good on that.

I'm suffering from depression. I think i've been in denial all these while but now I gotta face it -I'm depressed....one major reason for my terrible weight loss.

I wanna go some place and be alone for a while...be in peace....

Later...
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Happy Belated Tamil New Year to everyone! All the best in this new year!

I had a so-so New Year-managed to go to the Temple, met up with Vanitha and we had dinner together. Spent the time chatting and chatting...It was good....We would taken a pic together, just that both of us looked terrible with our oily faces....

I have a opinion to talk about and the best place would be my blog. Before you read, I'm not being biased or anything, just voicing out what I think, tat's all...

I know this person. Let's call her 'X'. X wasn't attached and so her parents introduced someone to her and they are gonna get hitched soon. You see, X is kinda person who's not very stylo and at the same time, not very nerdy but just normal, maybe a bit studious looking. Her dressing is not very fantastic and most of the time, a bit 'ando'...if u understand what I mean. She's a very nice gal ok, I like her and have nothing against her. And there's nothing wrong in dressing and looking like that. But in my dictionary, she is a bit 'ando'. Other than that, she's a very nice gal.

And so her fiance is trying to change her, buying her tight bell-bottom jeans and stylo tops and trying to make her more trendy, hip and stylo. Also asked her to colour her hair la, and rebond it and you know do stuff that would make her look more like....let's say...ME.... :) ( You know, its great to know that someone wants their girlfriend to look like me...hehehehe!)

And no matter how she tries, she doesn't have the trendy hippy look. She still looks the same. Like you know, sometime a person has this certain look that you can't change.....I do feel bad that I'm saying something like this but its the truth and I can't say straight in her face.

Basically,what I feel is that....why can't he except her the way she is? I mean, you love a person for who she is,right...then why try to change them...if the person has some bad habits, then you can try to change that but not change the way they are and try to make them look like what they are not....Like another one of my friends.....She and her boyfriend are Muslims. She's more like me...and she's doesn't really like long sleeves and baju kurungs and she doesn't wear a tudung. But her boyfriend kinda occasionally hints her on that....she hates that! I don't get why some men like to change the way their girlfriends are.....Think about it, from what I know, not many girls try to change the way their boyfriends look....we just except them the way they are....

Oh well.....Hey, don't think I'm prejudiced against people who dress normal ok. I'm just voicing what I feel....

Blastin thru the speakas: Hey Mama by Black Eyed Peas
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I've been dragging myself to work since Monday. I don't know why.....I just can't wake up in the morning....the first word that comes to my mind when wake up is 'MC'.....I just don't know why.......I've been sleeping like a pig......I have enough rest but still....I'm so lazy to wake up....

Another thing: My eye bags are not vanishing. I've been sleeping more than I should but still my bags are there...how to make them go away...aiyah....

Ok, i'm sounding like I'm gonna die soon....i better go and drink some coffee to perk me up.....I have a meeting to attend at 9.30 am...hopefully I don't dose off......Meetings are never my cup of tea or should I say coffee.....

Blasting thru the speakas: 1, 2 Step by Ciara ft Missy Elliot
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See,all the words in my title start with 'P'...hehe...

Been cooking the past week.....made puris and masala potato on Wednesday and Thursday and then pizzas during the weekend.....not bad,My cooking is edible...hehehehe! :) Of course it is! I have 2 living examples to prove it....Kumar and Andrew(my dad)..... :)

My puri was not perfect but ok. I would give it a 6/10. Still need to improve. My pizza was great...delicious!!

Had a good weekend....as usual pigged out at my aunt's place....good...can gain some weight! Also watched 'The Pacifier' on VCD. Cute movie....tough guys look so appealing when they are trying to act in kid flicks...Been watching too many movies on VCD..should go to the theatre soon...

You know, I'm 23 and I'm still get stressed like I was when I was at 16/17 whenever I come home late. Well, my father called me at 8.40 pm just now when I was at Sheng Shiong Tekka with my aunt and brothers doing their groceries shopping. I told him I was at Tekka and he told me to get him Masala Dosai. Its was 9.25 pm when we finished shopping and went to Komala Vilas to buy the food. By that time, I was half-stressed. When my father called me at 9.50 pm asking me where I was (he didn't even shout..just asked), I was very very stressed. That was when I just got my order. So when I got into the cab at Ang Mo Kio at 10.10pm(from Tekka, my brother dropped me at their place at Ang Mo Kio), I was panicking. Told the uncle to go faster and when I got down the cab at my block at 10.30 pm, I ran to the lift. Opened my house and ran into my father's room. I was like, 'Sorry Daddy..Tekka very crowded..that's why late.'..

Daddy: So late! Now what time, I don't want to eat!
Me: Aiyah Daddy, come la. I say sorry rite...eat la.
Daddy: Don't want! Go and put in the fridge!
Me: Tekka very packed u know! I waited 20 minutes for your dosai ok! Sorry la! Eat la!
Daddy: Don't want! (Starts to smile a bit)
Me: Aiyah, Daddy come la. Eat la. I buy rite.
Daddy: Ok ok, Go I come.

Wah lau, Like small kid man! Have to be coaxed into eating! So old already, still act like a kid!

I better go to bed now! Very late already! Good night! Sweet Dreams! Muah Muah!

Blastin thru the speakas: Dilemma by Nelly ft Kelly Rowland.
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I bought underwear and bras yesterday! I love lingerie.....I'm a freak for undergarments! Never satisfied even when I have so many!

Actually I wanted to buy a cardigan. So I went to the 'This Fashion' at West Mall. Didn't find any I liked so I just window-shopped around and before leaving, I took at look at the Tom & Stefanie sale stall outside West Mall and I spent $30 on undergarments....hehehehe! I just love buying bras and underwears...especially those that with cute designs....hahaha....

Hehehehe.....you know what.....My boss Serene has rebonded her hair!!!!! And she look good. She had very curly hair and now she's looks so different!

"Why must I wait till Deepavali?? Why is it so hard to discipline myself?? Why can't I control myself? Oh please,can't i just do something...not even a highlight?? Why is it so difficult? Oh...I cannot tahan!!! Pleaseeeee!!"

"No, cannot. You must resist temptation! Don't touch your hair till Deepavali. Let your hair grow a bit longer! You want to go bald is it by using too many chemicals on your hair frequently!!! No means No! Be good!!

What you just read was a conversation between Kethrine and her conscience, who is trying to discipline her.

Blastin thru the speakas: Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green Day
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I'm now Cheers storeless.....

The Cheers store I was working at has gone under franchise and I opted to stick with NTUC-Cheers. And so I can't work at the same Cheers anymore and am waiting to get a transfer to another Cheers store. I wonder where they are gonna put me. But the guy who took over the store told me that I'm invited to join him if I want but let's see where NTUC transfer me first.

Sometimes I feel like quitting this job but then, my Friday and Saturday nights would be so boring after that! I'll be at home most of the time and my asshole-of-a-boyfriend won't bring me out! The only thing I can do would be sleeping. Sigh, I think I'll just stick to the job.

Here's another thing; I'm officially banned from clubbing for a very long long long time....It seems some guy squeezed a girl's bum at Club V2 when Kumar was there and so Kumar says that its not safe for a girl to go to clubs even when its only once in a while. And now the girl will be known as..."Hey this is the girl whose ass was touched at V2!"(Please let me know if you want the Tamil translation...) and the same thing can happen to you....Blah Blah Blah!!

What the @#%&!! Already I'm clubbing only once in a while and now that also cannot!!! Wah lau weh!

Forget it la! There is something I gotta tell u people-I only weigh 38kg!!!

Oh me god! I really badly need to put on weight. I don't wanna vanish into thin air!!!! This is very bad!!! I cannot become a bamboo stick!!!!!!!! Nooooooo!!

Blastin thru the speakas: Sometimes U Can't Make It on Your Own by U2
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