My problem is I Think 2 Much!

This is a record. I have been having at least one nasty parent everyday of the week including today. I'm sick and tired of parents who just can't understand rules and procedures. They are just bent on making my day at work hell. I want to bring a gun to work and shoot them down....but this is Singapore and I can't do that. So I'll smile and answer like a 'stupid civil servant' (a comment from a certain parent) while they rant away. Why can't they just accept our explanation and get satisfied? Why do they always think that talking to someone superior will solve everything? I know my job very very well. When I say no, it means no. If I could consider,I would but what can I do if your situation is not even considerable? Sian ah sian.......

What the heck la? Just have to tahan till end of August.......

Today I went to the new Jurong East library. I know I know, it has been opened a long time ago and I just the chance to go today.A bit slow rite.....what to do....

The Jurong East library is very special to me. I used to stay in Jurong West and so this was the library I always go to. One of my uncles, Appu used to live with us. He moved out when he got his own place a short while before we moved to CCK. He used to bring me to the library during the weekends when he was at home. He likes to know about other countries and their culture and also stuff that would be shown on Discovery Channel. There was no cable then. So he would go to the library and borrow tapes on certain stuff and watch them at the library while I run off to the Children's Section. It was on the first floor and the second floor was the adults section.

He would be sitting on a sofa in front of the TV near the counter and will be watching a programme with super big headphones. I would be runnning up to see him coz I always got bored in the Children's Section.Then he would the ultra big headphones on me and I'll be so amazed by the voice that is booming over. Then he'll shoo me away and I'll be running down the stairs back to the Children's Section with an auntie librarian staring at me. Then once he's done and I'm finishing with getting a story book with pictures, we head to a coffeeshop to eat and then leave for home.

When I was in secondary school, Vanitha, Habibah and I always made it a point to go to the library every Friday after school. We would spend our afternoon there, reading books, doing our homework, chit-chatting and checking reference books on pregnancy and illness thanks to Habibah's keen interest in nursing.

Nowadays we can just walk into the library even when you are carrying a luggage bag but then u had to put your bags into the lockers at near the entrance. I still remember the auntie librarian chasing us to put our bags into lockers. And We trying to squeeze all our bags into one so that we need to waste money.

I really miss the super quiet library where you can hear a pin drop. I also miss the librarian who goes, "Ssh, qieut please!".Now the moment u step into a library, u hear wailing babies and screaming toddlers and you can see kids running around. It is still quiet but only at times....

I really miss the old library but the change is for the better.

I borrowed 'Mad About The Girls' by Francesca Clementis.Its about Lorna who has a happy relationship with Robert who is separated from his wife. His 4 girls share a fantastic bond with Lorna and one day, Robert's wife returns, asking for his forgiveness and reconcilation .....what's gonna happen......
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I have been getting screwed every morning for the past 3 days. On Monday, it was a assholic lawyer who thinks that the rules and policies for the P1 SD is stupid and a waste of time. On Tuesday, it was another assholic father who said that I'm wasting govt money when I was talking to one of my colleagues behind the counter. And today it was an idiot who thinks that civil servants are stupid and wasting taxpayers' money.

Anybody who screws me tomorrow morning is gonna get it from me...

Today I left work at 5.30 pm, on the dot, after a very long time!! So I went to Tekka to check out sarees. My cousin sister told me that there's sale now going on since its the 'Aadi' month.

Guess what I ended up with........3 sarees in different shades of red.....and I spent $120 altogether.....
I'm incorrigible! The next time I go Tekka, I should forget to bring money. But I like the sarees I bought today!!! I just love the colour RED....

Add them to my current collection....that's a lot.....
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In ancient England a person could not have sex unless you had consent of the King (unless you were in the Royal Family). When anyone wanted to have a baby, they got consent of the King, the King gave them a placard that they hung on their door while they were having sex. The placard had F.U .C. K (Fornication Under Consent of the King) on it.

So now you know where that word came from.....He he!!
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I know I have not been blogging for a very long time. Busy busy, blady busy!!

I tell u I've never been this busy in my whole work life before. On Thursday and Friday, I was running around like a mad woman. I was hanging on to Serene's official handphone. After I answered a call on my office phone, her handphone rings. The followed by my office handphone. At one point, both phones and my handphone all ringed together at the same time, I just didn't know what to do!! I was also battling the damn flu virus who also gave me an on-off sore throat especially at a time when I had so many parents to talk to!!!!!

On top of that, I had a suicidal friend to worry about! It was a massive overload on me!!!!!Oh my!!! I was totally exhausted by the time it was Saturday.

But to relieve all that stress and to cheer up my friend, a clubbing outing was arranged and I clubbed like mad!!!!! We went to the new Amaran club at Katong Village. The band there were the one who used to be singing at VIP before. I just love them!! 3 cute singers and 1 hot drummer!!! I just had so much for eye-candy. And I had Vodka Orange. So nice!! That's gonna be my drink the next time I go clubbing!

Rocked till my hip almost broke. Now my knees hurt like hell. Must sleep early today, if not I think I won't be able to go to work tomorrow. I love clubbing but i hate the after-math. Like how my hair stinks of smoke as if everybody blew the smoke into my hair. Even after washing it this morning, it still stinks! Shit!!!!!

I look terrible!!! All thanks to my stressful P1 exercise!!!! Sunken eyes on a pimple infested face! Did I tell u my cousin bro calls me 'Pimple Face'......

Something has been occupying my mind now.......Men...........can we really believe and trust them?? And is love and marriage really worth it????

If they love you, why do they make u cry? And how come some woman are more luckier than others? Especially when these woman don't deserve it?? How come your loved one is your No.1 priority whereas for they you are not? Can men change over time? Why do they change while we remain the same? Why do they give empty promises when they can't fufill them?

I have so many other questions to ask and I know that I'll never get answers for them.

Kumar is starting his night shift on Tuesday. Already we are meeting each other only once in a while and we don't spend much time on the phone. After he starts his night shift, I wonder we are gonna spend time together.......*sigh*

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See....'Kutty' Felicia and 'Cutie' Kethrine......

Ok Ok, stop reaching for your shoe to throw at me.....i'm just trying to make things rhyme....hehe.....tat's Felicia's daughter. So chubby rite......She super cute leh. I carried and walked her around and everytime she made noises like she was gonna cry, I went "Ah girl, pu you coo!" Hehe...me and my Chinese!!!

I wonder why the picture turned out dark, must be something wrong with my camera lighting.

Time for Stress Vomit 2:
I had a pretty fucked up Monday. I was being fucked most of the time. I was at Customer Service Centre, I kena fuck by parents there to do SD. I went up to the office, I kena fuck by parents who submitted their GRL applications. Fucked up la! Blady fucked up!!!

Stay down kena fuck, go up kena fuck.....Hello Its not my fault!! Please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But my Monday ended in bliss. Had a wonderfully stuffed dinner with Kumar.
2 Cheese and 1 kosong prata,topped up with Ice Milo!!!

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I'm such a sucker for undergarments!! Despite having a drawer over-flowing with bras and undies and also having bought lingere only a few months, I bought another 2 bras and a undie today. I give up on myself!!! But how can I not buy them when they are priced at only $3.90 & $1.90!!!!!

I just love buying bra and panties. Especially cute or sexy ones....but think about it, who's gonna see them, only me......I simply have no comments about myself. I think I spend more money on my inner wear than my outer wear.......

Finally after 2 weeks, I left my office at 6 pm today, which is also considered a bit late coz I officially at 5.30. But its better compared to 2 weeks of leaving at 8 and later. A big part of my workload is done and now I'm waiting for the killer part. How I wish I don't have to do it......*Sigh*

I weighed myself yesterday and I'm 39 kg. Before you think its a weight gain, its not. Its a weight loss.U do remember that i mentioned before that I weigh 38 kg rite, but after I went on a stuffing project and I knew that I gained some pounds. But then my P1 exercise started before I could gain more and now I'm gonna lose everything I gained and more......

If you read the papers today, you would known about the army officer who died yesterday during his training where he and his colleague had to jump from the helicopter. The 1Sg Shiva is Kumar's friend, affectionately known at 'Siow'. He's a pretty nice guy. I feel so sad that he had to die young, he's only 24. This is the 2nd death among Kumar's friends. Just last month, one of the girls in the group committed suicide.

Sometimes I wonder......when they are so many people out there who deserved to die, why are the ones who should live dying......is it because they are lucky to not suffer in this world.......
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It was a nice Saturday morning yesterday and I woke up at 5.45 to go to work. How fucking irritaing is that? And this has to go on till mid-August. Fucking terrible rite...I want my Saturdays to sleep leh.....Wah lau...I really feel like crying you know......Now I only have Sunday to sleep like a pig.

Yesterday after work I went to Ang Mo Kio to my aunt's place. I had to leave early coz I was feeling very sleepy...shitty rite.....aiyah.....what else can I do then whine and complain, as if I can protest and don't go to work on Saturday morning........I just have to tahan till the exercise is over.....but after that I'm gonna clear all my off and gonna sleep like a pig!

But i did have a good rest today. I almost didn't wanna get out of bed but I had to coz my stomach was rumbling.....poor tummy, hasn't had good food for a very long time....."don't worry tummy, I'll soon treat you to a sumptous feast ok..sry!"

Today I went to Kumar's friend, CBR Siva's ROM. Finally, the 'uncle' got married. He's only 28 but then we call him uncle for fun la. Wanna hear his marriage story? Like Tamil movie...his girlfriend is from KL and their mum doesn't like him and didn't agree to the marriage and so Siva kidnapped his girlfriend and brought her to Singapore and so today their ROM. Funny la!!!

Suddenly, I feel like I"m beginning to look old...do I?













I have to go to work tomorrow. So many things to do, I wonder what time I'm gonna leave tomorrow.

Good Night!

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Blastin thru the speakas: Frozen by Madonna
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Dear Members of The Public,

I would like to request that, when you visit any counter, anywhere, to get your stuff done, please do not get agitated or irritated or annoyed with the staff serving you when they ask you questions.

Do you think we have nothing else better to do than sit there and irritate you with questions? We are only asking you questions related to your purpose of visit, right. Do I ask u, "What's your bra size?" or "Are you suffering from constipation coz your face looks so cramped?"? No right....Then don't get irritated...

Do remember that just because I'm serving you, that doesn't make me your servant or your slave or am I, in anyway, lesser than you as a human being. So show me some respect.

Please don't think that you know my job better than me. If you did, then you would be sitting at my postion, not me. I know what I am doing and I know my job better than you.

Don't ask me why I am making things difficult for you. I'm not S R Nathan and therefore I do have some constraints. I only have limited authority and I'm already doing what's in my power to help you. I don't set the rules.

When you are not eligible and are unable to accomplish what you can down for, don't jump at me. You are rejected because you do not meet the requirements, not because I don't like your face. If you are unable to produce documentary evidence to proof your eligiblity, don't blame me. I'm not to blame if you lost your documents and again, I don't set the rules. Someone else with higher authority did so. So don't screw me!

Never assume that you can get things done by speaking louder, harsher and making a scene or by saying that you know someone big. Its not gonna help in anyway, if you are not eligible. You are not eligible and that's it.

Not enough sleep. no proper dinner, extreme brain damage by thinking too much, BP rising every minute.....I need to clone myself!!!!!!!!!!!!

Did I mention that me colleague, Adrian lost 5 kg during his JAE exercise? I wonder how much I'm gonna lose in these 2 months......Aaaarrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!

(Hey, Pan Ling Ling came to MOE today to make the Statutory Declaration. Wa, not bad leh she....very pretty and friendly)
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Finally, I can go home now!!

Yes, I'm still in the office. Had to stay back to do my stuff....why are there so many things to do?????

Stress, stress, mega stress!!!!!

My Primary One Registration Exercise is starting tomorrow and so is my Statutory Declaration Exercise for P1....oh my god.....please give me strength to endure for another 2 months....No MCs, no urgent leaves.....so hard to survive!!!!!

But I'm just gonna tahan all these and wait for my well-deserved break after my exercise which will be ard end September....oh boy....I can already plan my off days....I have so much off to clear and many more coming......hahahahaha!!

Ok, feel like gonna die soon but I had to blog....time to head home and hit the sack.....
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