My problem is I Think 2 Much!

Its officially a year for me and Kumar! It's been a year of ups and downs. So many things happened in just one year.....

Sometimes I wonder why I'm still with this asshole....Other times, I wonder why I didn't meet him earlier.....

But whatever it is, He's the one for me!

I Love U, Baby! Muack!

Blastin thru the speakas: Baby,I Love U by JLo

Baby I love u, Baby I need U, I gotta have you.....
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Finally, I clubbed on Friday night. Minah and I went to Ashoka. Boy, the new Ashoka is so big and nice...wow!......but then no crowd.....

What's clubbing without the crowd!! Its good to have space to dance but its nothing like having a super packed dance floor...it accelerates your mood....minus the bangs here and there...and also most of the time, Minah and I were the ones starting to dance on the empty floor....

News Flash: Kethrine was so blady impatient that she went to Kumar's place on Friday before meeting Minah and left his gift on the dining table...(Kumar was out with his friends.) He was so surprised when he saw the ring when he came back. He called the moment he saw it. Lucky thing I was not the dance floor;I would have missed the moment. But then its a bit too tight...We're going to Lot 1 later to change it...must also ask him to engrave our names....

Man, suddenly I feel so lovey-dovey.....so not me!!!!! Help!

I watched 'Mayavi' on VCD yesterday. The first half of the movie was good and funny but not after Jothika was kidnapped. The last scene sucked too! Sorry for those Surya-Jo fans who think this movie is great.....One man's food is another man's poison....(Kethrine's speaking philosophy seh....wee weet!!)

Back to Ashoka...I had a good time ogling at one of the singers...oh my....he was so so sooo cute...he was the only one worth seeing...his voice is great too! I call him 'Cutie'. Ohhhh!!!!! He makes me wanna go back to Ashoka......coz he checked me out too!!!! Hehehehehehe!!! :) :)

I'm sleepy and hungry and I'm waiting for Kumar to buy me lunch so that I can fill my tummy and fall flat on the bed....But where is he????? So late already u know! My stomach's growls are fightening me!

My house there got pasar-malam u know...today i going there....hehehehe....so happy!

Blastin thru the speakas: N Dey Say by Nelly
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I guess you all girls have heard of or experienced 'Impulse shopping'. You are window-shopping and all of a sudden, you buy something expensive out of the blue, not bothering whether you would have enough money till next pay day.

This is what I did today. I was on morning shift and so during my lunch break, I went to Lot 1 to do some window-shopping. I wasn't really hungry-I had already drank a carton of soya milk and was also having sore throat. So instead of just sitting at Cheers reading magazines, I decided to do some window shopping.

So I was walking in and out of shops, just looking at stuff when an idea struck me while I was browsing thru gift cards at a shop. Since my anniversary is coming, why don't I make a card for Kumar instead of buying one for him. So I went to Popular and bought some nice coloured papers, gold pen and a coloured envelope.

No, tat's not what I bought on an impulse....Read on.....

I was walking around when all of a sudden, I thought, 'Why don't I get Kumar a ring?' Our anniversary is coming rite and it would be a real sweet surprise rite....and so I did! I did get him a ring! And it costed me a blady $118!!!!

I don't know la. I just went into the Chip Lee Jewellery store and got him ring! Just like tat! I paid for it without even thinking whether it would affect my budget! Till now I don't know whether it was a good decision to buy him a ring but anyway I'm happy! Just so happy that I got him a ring and I know that he's gonna be super surprised!! Of course, he would have never ever expected this!!! Hahahahaha!!! I just can't wait to see his face when he sees it!

Just think about it: Me a cheapskate, looking for shops to buy a watch for less than $50,end up buying a $100+ ring for him. What an irony!

But I know my baby's worth it! I love him a lot!

Anyway I have it planned out: I'm gonna leave his gift at his place during lunch time on Monday as a surprise. I don't think so he'll be at home. He has some MINDEF interview to attend....hehehehehe!

Ok, I'll go and do the card now! Better write it now when I am in a good mood! Hehehehehe! ;)

Blastin thru the speakas: Dip It Low by Christina Milan ft Fabulous.
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Help!! My butt's shrinking!!

You see, my butt is my asset. I have a kinda 'JLo' butt; its curvy. So its a not so big or small, just a cute and curvy butt-something what Indian men would call 'Satti Cau'...hehehehe....my cousin brother used to say that my fats are stored at my butt....hehehehe......(tak malu seh!) I hate it when I like my pants but then I can't buy them coz of my ass but whatever I still love it!

But recently I've been losing weight and my ass seems to be shrinking!! Shit man!! Pants that used to be tight are now a bit loose....like that how! I can't lose my asset!!! I badly need to eat more!!

So, My Mission: Get my old ass back, no matter how much junk food it takes! (Hahahahaha!)

Ok, enough of ass talk. Guess what, My 1st year anniversary with Kumar is just about 1 week away and I have yet to get him a gift. He wants a watch. Shit! Where can I get a nice and, most importantly, cheap watch? Shit! I don't have the time to go shopping! I've gotta work and I have tuition to give...man!!!

I've got to remind myself never to drink coffee in the evening or at night. I drank at my aunt's place at 9+ and now I can't sleep! Its already 12.45 am-Serves me rite for drinking coffee!!

Blasting thru the speakas: It's Like That by Mariah Carey ft Fatman Scoop
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To all ma bitches out there..

BITCHOLOGY

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.

When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they
call me a bitch.

When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a
bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being
everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live
my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly
am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be.

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every
ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to
bear it.

B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself

B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman

B = Beautiful
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

Blastin thru the speakas: Sugar(Gimme Some) by Trick Daddy ft Lil Kim, Ludacris & Cee-Lo
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Was going thru my albums and I got this:

A pic of Sumi and me taken at one of my birthday parties


Don't we look cute...hehehehe!

Alert: 'Primary' photo album has been updated with 3 more new pics.

Blasting thru the speakas:Addictive by Truth Hurts
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I totally forgot to blog about this:

I watched 'The Passion of The Christ' movie at my aunt's place on Saturday on DVD and I just can't get over it. You mean someone can get tortured like that....Oh boy...I can't believe the way they tortured Jesus Christ. Let's not go into the topic of religion and just look at him as a human being.

The thought of someone being tortured like this and those who actually inflicted them really makes me sick. How the hell do they have the heart to do that!!!!!!!

Oh boy!! Those people were sick in their brain!

Anyway since now I have a scanner, my hands were blady itchy and so I scanned some of my pics and have created an online album!

You can view my lovely (ya rite!) pics at :

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/babyket28/my_photos

Just don't laugh at some of them, ok?

My hair's getting on my nerves!!!! I can't just stand it anymore. The longer it grows, the messier it gets!!!! But I have to control myself from chopping it off!!!!

I just have to tahan till Deepavali coz I wanna do the Ceramic perm. Blady hell, there's another 6-7 months more to go!!!! Its just so difficult to control myself!!!! Arrggghhh!!!

Blasting thru the speakas: Shut Up! by Simple Plan
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The Straits Times-Life!;15 March 2005 Wednesday

Idol Contestant quits


NEW YORK - American Idol finalist Mario Vazquez, considered by some as a leading contender to win the Fox talent show, quit the show on Sunday.
He was replaced by Nikko Smith, who was ousted last Wednesday, USA Today said.
Vazquez, 27, told TV Guide that he quit to handle 'personal issues with my family'. But his mother said she knew of no problem involving the family and had no idea why he quit.
In a press statement, Fox cited 'personal reasons' for Vazquez's decision to withdraw.
At a Fox party last week for the 12 finalists, Vazquez had praised Smith and said he was disappointed that the latter was kicked out.

This can't be true...Noooo!!!! Mario Vazque has quit American Idol....what was he thinking! Is he nuts!!!! Wahlau, so many people are begging for this chance and he just gave it away!!! He's gonna regret it-I know!! Stupid fella!!

I really like this guy you know! I'm sure that he would come in the Top 3 but now.....aiyah....now who to support.....He's got the thing-the voice, the groove, the looks (he's soo cute!!)....so why did he quit?????

Man....

Blasting thru the speakas: Candy Shop by 50 Cent ft Olivia
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I had a good weekend.

Overnighted at my aunt's place at AMK on Saturday and Sunday, together with Kumar. We went to the Lakeside Fishing Village on Saturday night. Wow, It was cool...There were so many man-made ponds for everyone to catch prawns, fishes and clams. Was a bit expensive though but it was fun.

We caught 2 fishes, one by Bro Kumar and my Kumar-a bit pathetic la with ratio to about 5 rods.There were some who caught about almost 10 fishes. I didn't get a rod, just shared it with Kumar.I'm not a fishing kinda person u see...unless u count fishing men....;p.....Overall it was fun, just that I had a hard time trying to keep awake.

As usual, on both days, I was stuffing myself...with delicious food...I just wish I could stay my aunt's place everyday....I know I'll fatten up in a just a week.

My Monday started pretty shitty...but now it's ok....some people just get on your nerves out of no way...especially when you are already in a crappy mood...

I've a got a new scanner...a 2nd hand one actually...to me its new....Do you know how long I've been wanting to get myself a scanner-over 3 years.....I know, its not very expensive and I can afford it but then...I don't know, I just didn't have a chance to own one till now....I guess its 'Fate'...

I scanned a pic of Baby Moneeskha....cute rite!


Moni Kutty (Tat's my nick for her).The one holding her is my mum.

Blasting thru the speakas: Into You by Jessica Simpsons
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Remember the cat which I asked SPCA to fetch from my house.....

......Its been put to sleep........

I've been wanting to see that cat ever since that day and Kumar had been telling me that he'll bring me there. But now, its like....gone and I will never get to see it again....

I went to the SPCA website to see if it was up for adoption. I did see its picture there once but when I went to that site again today....it was not there. So I called SPCA and enquired about it. They did a check and called me back and.....told me it was put to sleep.....

I don't know whether to be angry with Kumar or not but I know I'm very pissed with him. And above that, I'm just so sad that I didn't get to visit it at SPCA to see how it was...and now it's put to sleep....It was so pathetic enough with a broken leg and now's its dead...i just don't know what to say....I just feel so sad....if only I knew how to go SPCA myself....now tat kitty's gone...i can still remember its innocent face staring at me outside my house.....

I don't even have it's photo. How stupid of me not to take it's picture....

'God Bless my Kitty'-I'll always remember you.....
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I had a energy boost this morning for the terrrible day ahead....and it was breakfast with Kumar. I think this is the second time we are actually having breakfast together before going to work. He has started clearing his leave and therefore picked me up in the morning and dropped me at work after we both had breakfast at Ghim Moh. I had delicious roti prata after a long time....tasty!!

My day turned out to be not terrible but Horrible!!! Today was the last day of the JAE registration and it was really crazy at the Customer Service Centre. I sat at the counter at 8.30 am and only left at 7 pm. I was so damn shacked by the end of the day. But there were some cute guys to ogle at....hehehe....I never change.

Think about the irony: For the past 3 years at CSC, not even once have I sat at the counter and served a customer. But once I got transferred to PPS, I spent an entire past week at the counter, serving customers. And this is not the end, there's more to come.....

I'm just too tired to do anything else. I'm think I'm gonna hit the sack now. All I need is a good night's sleep.

Wait, before that, didn't I tell you that Kumar has started clearing his leave. Well, he's getting out of the army and plans to drive container lorries. He has already got his Class 4 license and is taking his Class 5 license test this month. At first I was a bit spektical about him leaving the army but then you can't force a person to do what he doesn't like so I just let it go.

So good for that asshole, he gets to sleep at home for another 2 months until his ORD in May. Lucky asshole!

Blasting thru the speakas: Switch by Will Smith
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How nice would it be to be on my bed, lying down and unwinding after 4 days of continuously registering students for JAE and also after doing night shift yesterday and slowing drifting into a deep sleep.........

BUT........I'M NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm right here at Customer Service Centre, MOE manning a counter and registering students who couldn't register online...............and I'm working till 6 pm today......Aaarrgggghhhhhh!!!

The past 4 days have been hell....I've been registering students non-stop from 8 am to 5 pm, thanks to the fact that the server is always slow and cocking up. Lunch hours are short and the students just don't stop coming in. Their parents are always long-winded,complaining about the JAE registration system, the ministry and everything else...blah blah blah....

And today I still have to work a full day until 6. And to top it off, I have night shift today....

I'll stop blogging now....I know I'll go on and on about JAE...

Blasting thru the speakas: Nothing!
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